Entering a New Dimension: Returning to Myself

 Hello Readers,


   In 8 days, it will have been a year since my last post, and a lot of things have changed. As of now, the words "This is the dawning of the Age of Aquarius" echoes and rings through my mind as I can't deny my own self anymore. On February 2nd of this year, I lost my mom to pneumonia and COPD plus a lot of other health issues. While her death was pretty sudden, I can't say that it wasn't unexpected as she had the same health scare two years ago, but it was her time this year. The good thing is that my little family and I were able to see her at Christmas.


   On another note, we left from the Augusta area as we blew through the insurance money from the camper fire and are now living with some of my family. This is something my fiancé's "good Christian family" couldn't afford to do it and as my previous post made clear that there was a major falling out. Not only that, but the last two people we trusted betrayed us by not even asking if our child was allowed to go somewhere else where we didn't feel welcomed. So, here's to trying to fully cut ties with them.


   Moving on to the meat and potatoes of this post, discussing just how I am returning to myself, and there are a lot of things that I need to be honest about. In light of this month being Pride Month, I would like to formally announce that I am bisexual. If I have to be honest with myself, I was kind of interested in girls at a young age, but between catching the accidental adult tv channel and the sexual abuse I went through, things were confusing. Not only that, but my ex-stepsister who was a year older than me made out with me a time or two. Admitting this leads me to my other "announcement". I no longer believe in the Church. After the incidents that I had when my fiancé came to live with me, I finally saw the conditionality of being associated with "Christians" and "The Church". This being said, I still believe in "God", but more so the multiplicity. I am a witch trying to figure out her practice and I have a set of 12 deities who are willing to work with me if I put in my own effort. I read both tarot and oracle decks, I am also working on trying to heal my inner child through shadow work and writing, and I am working on figuring who I truly am.


   Lastly, I would like to issue a formal internet apology to someone who I unintentionally hurt through bad communication. I wasn't intending on my words coming out that way to you, just trying to connect you with what you cherished, but I hardly doubt that you will see this. I hope you get better, though, and things get easier for you.


Thanks for tuning in, see you next time readers,


-Liz

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